Showing posts with label England. Show all posts
Showing posts with label England. Show all posts

Tuesday, 7 January 2014

Enlightenment

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Still life by Dutch painter Floris Gerritsz van Schooten  1590 – 1655


England, in the spring of 1574, saw a greater number of monks and pilgrims than usual, making their way from one shrine to the next in search of religious enlightenment. Many of them called for food and shelter at abbeys, monasteries and religious houses dotted throughout England. Waltham Abbey, in the country of Hertford, came in for its share of travellers, where a ready source of helpers came from the Refuge for Orphans, which was part of the abbey community.

Austin Kilby, a name given to him when he first arrived at the abbey nine years before, was one of these orphan helpers. His father, Raymond Kilby, was killed aged 27 whilst felling a tree, while his mother, Beatrice Kilby, died of consumption aged 32. Austin was their only child and was initially taken into a Church of England Home of Compassion where he learnt the alphabet and extended his knowledge a little of the written word. Then, no longer willing to care for him, the Home of Compassion sent him to Waltam Abbey. Now in his fifth year as pot-boy in the abbey kitchen he survived from one savage day to the next, amidst the kicks and blows from Jane Macey, in charge of the kitchen, and Edwin Cox, the cook. There was nothing unusual in the treatment the boy received in that environment ―dedicated to Christianity though it was ― it would take some time for enlightenment of any kind to reach those dark corners.

It was Thursday, two weeks before Easter, and preparations for the evening meal were well under way. In just over two hours the guests in the great hall would be served. The boy felt the tension in the two or three steps he’s taken on returning to the kitchen before a fierce grip took a sudden held of his shoulder. As he was spun around, he caught a glimpse of a female face distorted in anger, and something clenched in her fist, but it was too late to avoid the blow. Then the pain began to explode around him. It was his bad luck to have dawdled too long in feeding the kitchen scraps to the fowls. Jane Macey was in a vicious mood and the blows from the heavy wooden spoon caught him full across his face and around his head and shoulders.
“That’ll teach yer to get back quick when I tells yer. Now get them pots on the bench cleaned up afore I fetches yer another reminder.” She stamped off breathing heavily but smiling grimly, pleased with herself that she’d given the brat something to think about.

Thinking was not on Austin’s mind just then; only that he felt a grey cloud descend upon him and consciousness slip away as he fell with a thud to the cold stone floor. Nor was he aware that the cook grabbed his collar and shoved him into the cellar, slamming the door without another thought as to the boy’s condition. And that’s where he stayed for the next few hours. No one cared. He was entirely and completely at their mercy. And mercy was something Jane Macey, Edwin Cox and almost everyone within the boy’s small world knew nothing about.

When consciousness returned, his tongue – sore and tender – explored his lips and gums, cut and bruised by the beating. A little later, his fingers moved carefully over his swollen cheeks and ears; felt the dried blood around his nose and mouth, and though he tried, he failed to hold back a sudden flow of tears that began streaming down his face. For a few months his slight frame shook with sobs. Then, somehow, in the midst of all his misery, lying there in the darkness he allowed the flicker of a smile to cross his face as he thought to himself: Just as well she’d been too busy to give time to the beating. Austin knew he’d come off lightly this time, for he’d suffered far worse in the past.

The knowledge that he would be safe there until they opened the door was some consolation. The second time he’d been flung into the cellar after a beating, he’d found several vents around the top of the wall that enabled him to hear interesting conversations. Behind that wall was where the Rector, Edmund Busby, taught the privileged children of the abbey community. So Austin, eager to acquire knowledge where he could, set himself to learn as much as possible, and concentrate on what was being taught. He discovered his mind was like a sponge, taking in and comprehending information as rapidly as it was delivered. He took to going down there whenever the opportunity arose, learning to think and use his brain and memory to fill in the gaps, and jogging his memory to the early teachings he’d received as a child at the Home of Compassion after his parents died. He had to use his memory, for he’d neither paper to write on, quill to write with, nor books to read. The process helped him forget his aches and pains, and his time spent in the cellar ― by choice or as punishment ― saw that he received almost as good a foundation in Latin and other subjects as any of those privileged to be with the Rector. Quite some time would pass before he found anyone with whom he could talk or discuss the things he’d learned. To everyone around him, he was just an ignorant pot-boy, yet he was rapidly becoming the most enlightened among them.

Austin began to see himself differently. He knew that by keeping his ears and eyes open and using his mind he could learn as well as most of the residents who dined in the great hall of the abbey or travelled through on some pilgrimage or other business. It was this aspect of his character which, Owen Roberts, librarian at the abbey, discerned when the boy was brought before him one day.

It happened that Austin had been helping to unpack some baggage for a group of monks on their way to Lambeth; a task he’d been given now that he was older and that he didn’t mind since it meant that he was out of the kitchen for a while. At some point he’d paused to glance through a book left open on one of the bags. It so entranced him that he failed to notice Clifford Baldwin, the assistant librarian, observing him with keen interest from a window above. Jane Macey was also watching him as she walked past, with a dark look of venom on her face. The look gradually changed to a sneer as she headed for the kitchen. It was obvious she had something bad in mind for him as she flung open the kitchen door. The cook, Edwin Cox ― though used to her tirades ― was taken by surprise, as red in the face, she launched into an angry outburst.
“I’ll do for the brat this time, Edwin! I just seen im poking his nose into books as belongs to is betters. Now what do ‘ee think o that? There’s something about im as tells me ees got ideas above is station. I’ll fix im, see if I don’t!” And out she stormed, heading in the direction of the library.

The following day, Jane Macey watched Austin with narrowed eyes as he was taken from the kitchen and hustled off in the direction of the library. After his face was given a quick wipe with a damp cloth he was made to stand before the librarian.

“Well now, Master Austin, do you know who I am?”

Austin glanced up briefly, look the speaker in the eyes, and nodded respectfully before lowering his gaze again.

“It seems you’ve been deceiving us all. What’s this I hear about you reading books? Is it true?”

The voice of Owen Roberts was matter of fact, and conveyed only that he didn’t believe what he’d been told.

“Come on lad, speak up!”

Austin had never been addressed as ‘Master’ before, and found some encouragement in the fact as he answered: “I…I…Well, I suppose it must be true. Yes, sir.”

“Now what kind of talk is that? You mean to say you don’t know if you can read, when my assistant clearly saw you reading only yesterday? Come now, what say you?”

“Well sir, it’s true I did look at a book. I didn’t mean any harm or disrespect by it, sir, I … I didn’t.”
“Could you tell me anything about this book you looked at, Master Austin?”

“Yes sir, I read from one of the psalms, from the Bible.”

As he questioned further, Owen Roberts could scarcely believe the astute answers given by the pot-boy, and felt in his heart that he could in no way admonish the lad, now close on 14 years of age, he’d been told. His voice softened as he said, “Right then, Austin. I want you to choose a book from these on my desk. Open it and read something to me.”

With no mention of punishment in store for him, Austin began to relax. He picked up a book and began to read:

“Eighth August, 1501: Christina O’ the Grene, by spe..cial favour, has licence to marry, for which the lord, wai..ving the cus..to..mary mer…chet, is pre..pared to accept only 12 pence. William Pictor, who has pre..vi..ous..ly done fealty, and ack..now..ledged his services, now produces a char…ter, by which he an..ces..tors held their an..cient te.ne..ment. In return…”

“Yes, that’s fine, Austin. Now tell me, what is that extract from?”

Austin was confused, and must have looked it.

“I meant to say, look back through the pages and find the title for that piece. Can you do that?”

“Yes, sir,” Austin replied, pleased that he understood what was required of him. He looked back through the pages, then said, “It’s an extract from the Rom…sley Court Rolls, sir. Though I do not know properly what that means. I’m sorry, sir.”

Owen Roberts sat back in his chair with warm delight; a quiet, amused smile on his face. Never had he met with such an open and honest display of intelligence. Something would have to be done about Austin Kilby. He posed a danger ― a danger to himself and a danger to the abbey community ― should his desire and ability for learning exceed the bounds of the narrow acceptability that reigned therein. Such learning as the pot-boy exhibited could easily give rise to rumours that it must be of the devil. He must take pains to prevent that happening, for the likes of bright young Austin Kilby, seldom, if ever, had been heard of around Waltham Abbey or the whole county of Hertford for that matter.

A few days later, Austin was told to collect his few possessions from the corner of the storehouse where he slept, and was escorted to the gatehouse. No one spoke to him there but a few workers he’d come to know by sight around the abbey looked at him strangely as they came and went about their business. They knew that the sheriff of the county was due to see the pot-boy, but why and what would happen, they did not know. When the sheriff did arrive, he saw his stepson taken over the kitchen with someone from the abbey staff, before calling on Owen Roberts. He left a short time later with Austin and a letter sealed with the Abbot’s seal.

In the kitchen, with the pot-boy taken off their hands (and them none the wiser), Jane Macey and Edwin Cox found their work load had increased. They were not happy. About mid-afternoon, they were suddenly interrupted in their work by a visit from the under-secretary to the Abbot, and another strongly built man. The under-secretary informed them that since they’d lost the services of the pot-boy, Roger Borden, stepson of the sheriff, would fill the post. Though simple-minded he was, if treated right, was pleasant, willing and capable. He’d work a little slower than Austin but he was very thorough, and they were assured he’s had every pot, cooking dish, shelf, floor and wall as clean as ever. Being physically very strong they must never attempt to strike him or raise their voice to him, nor to anyone else who happened to be around when he was there. The abbey authorities would take no responsibility for what he might do to them should they not heed their warning.

Meanwhile, in the coach bearing him towards a private tutor in Hertford, Austin, under the patronage of the Abbot of Waltham Abbey, immersed himself in one of the books gifted to him by Owen Roberts. The sheriff too shared in the dawning enlightenment, but was not to know however, that a few years later on the eve of obtaining his authorisation as head librarian at Westminster Abbey, a stroke would suddenly rob him of his life. An injury he’d received whilst he’d worked, suffered and learned under the savage tutelage that held sway in the kitchen of Waltham Abbey, caused a blood vessel to burst in his brain, and his life was ended in an instant.

In an age crying out for the kind of enlightenment he could have found, he was just another ordinary but gifted human being, where patronage was ignored denied or came too late.

Dennis Crompton © 1994

Monday, 9 December 2013

It was among some unclaimed papers

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No one seeing James Worthington outside of his own home town would have given him a second look. He was just an ordinary man. Everything about his outward appearance said so. Even he himself, one month short of his 25th birthday, would have agreed, had he been asked. Yet deep within his heart there lay the seed of an idea sown years before by a teacher whose name and face had faded from his memory. Poverty and the struggle to exist surrounded him back then, fitting into the scenery as he joined others going to school in threadbare clothing. At home his father, like so many others, desperately sought work to keep food on the table and the rent paid, with five mouths to feed and his wife dead these seven years now.

It was at school where James found his self-esteem matching the lowest level of existence. The awareness of this standing was a gradual thing and came about by observation. He noticed some teachers favoured pupils who were generally better clothed and better fed because their parents were better off. As a consequence they received more attention and performed well at school. This did not sour his attitude toward those pupils or the teachers. He continued to live as carefree a life as we possible amidst such surroundings. In any case, self-esteem was an unknown term to pupils, and apparently to teachers too in those days.

Considering the start he'd had, James succeeded remarkably well, quite in keeping with the seed sown in his mind by his teacher. As the ground is not aware of what is placed within it, so to his knowledge, no conscious thought made James aware that the seed had germinated and begun to grow. If his love of words and books, the feeding of his imagination by an ever-widening choice of reading, his thirst for information and knowledge was apparent to others, it did not register in his mind, but in the process he was becoming an educated man.

At some point James left the country of his birth and set out to settle in New Zealand where he was accepted for what he was. With his achievements recognised and rewarded he was encouraged to further study and develop his skills. Some years later, now happily married and with children, he returned to his homeland, keen to know more of his family and background. He'd given himself a month to research at the Public Records Office in his home town.

The year was 1988, the month was December, and having completed as much of his research as he was able, he boarded the plane that was to take him home to New Zealand, via the USA. That hight he disappeared in an explosion which blew apart the Pan Am flight 103 he was on high above Lockerbie in Scotland. Whatever may have been left of James and most of his fellow passengers was buried in a mass grave not far from where they came to rest. The terrorists who planted the bomb saw and cared nothing for the horror they had created.

James' son visited Lockerbie after he had completed his studies and made his way slowly through the memorial hall set up there. At one stage he came across some pages of unclaimed papers, miraculously having survived the explosion. Tears filled his eyes as he stopped to read one of them. It said,
As the twig is bent, so the tree will grow.
These words were written by his father, James Worthington, in his own handwriting, and were among the last words he wrote. His son wept.

Dennis Crompton © 1998

Tuesday, 3 December 2013

Step into reality

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By gum, it's quiet, I thought to myself as I walked over to the style, the vantage point where I kept my eye on things. It was about 9.15 am on a Bank Holiday Saturday in August, in about 1938, and the weather was warm. There should have been people about. They wouldn't all be sleeping in, would they?

Then my ears caught the shrill sound of a distant train whistle and I turned to face the direction of the railway line. Yes, there it was - pulling up the slight incline with a line of carriages behind it, puffing and panting, smoke and sparks flying out of the funnel. Of course! The realisation now came to me. It was the holiday train, come to take people from Londridge to Preston and then on to Blackpool! (Once a year a passenger train would travel up on the line for the great event, a distance of some seven miles. At all other times only goods trains travelled the line.)

I remember suddenly getting quite agitated thinking of who I could ask so that I could go on the train too. I knew deep down that it just wasn't possible, but my mind wouldn't let go of the idea. My excitement at seeing the train made my brain think furiously hard. What could I do to make it possible for me to go?
The the train whistle sounded again. It was coming back down the line! Little sounds of frustration bubbled up from my stomach into my throat, in small panicky snatches as I hopped from one foot to the other. It was all so unfair, I said to myself, very close to tears now.

The train was now picking up speed as it moved down the incline. Its carriages were crammed full and people were leaning out of every window, waving or holding long coloured streamers and calling out happily to other people leaning out of their windows. As their journey began they were unaware of the lonely boy standing on the style watching them go, with a very heavy heart, taking another step on his journey into the world of reality.

All too soon it was quiet again. My mind turned over the various reasons why it was not possible for me to have gone to Blackpool too. It was all very clear really. We just couldn't afford it. I knew, that if it had been at all possible, my Dad would have made sure that I was on that train.

I didn't tell anyone how I felt; we all had to face such times of disappointment. So, I brushed away my tears and after a while found something else to occupy myself. But that is one Bank Holiday that stands out very clearly in my mind, to this day.

Dennis Crompton © 1997

Friday, 29 November 2013

Sundays and pastry

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We didn't have much in the way of furniture or clothes, etc, during the Depression, but from my point of view we still enjoyed many things as a family. Our Sunday dinners saw the table full of good food and the sideboard loaded with pies or cakes my eldest sister, Hilda, had baked. Hilda faced a daunting task in looking after us. (Note: our mother had died when I was one year old, and when she was old enough, my eldest sister, Hilda, left school to look after us all.)

Hilda had only just turned 14 but she and Dad and felt that we could manage if we all did our bit. For Hilda, it was a very large bit, but she gave it a go. Sometimes the baking or cooking would not be quite right and she would worry about it, and there were probably a few grumbles, but they were few and far between. We dined very well indeed.

Today, sometimes, a tune from the radio will strike a chord and my mind will fill with scenes from the times when Hilda would be baking. First, the dining room table would be scrubbed clean. Then the flour would be weighed, other ingredients added, mixed then turned out onto baking trays or cake tins.

The fire would have been stoked beforehand, or the gas oven set to heat up. The radio would be playing and I knew that soon, deliciously mouth-watering smells would start to fill the room. I helped, along with my sister, Jean, to mix the butter and sugar, clean out the tins and bowls after mixing, and tasting this and that to make sure that everything was right.

Pastry seemed so easy to make watching Hilda. It was allowed to stand before cutting, otherwise it would shrink when it was baked. The pastry would be placed carefully over the plate already greased lightly with a piece of butter, pressed gently down, then, holding the plate up in one hand, it was turned slowly around while the excess pastry was cut from the outsides of the plate, to fall in a long string on the table.

Next, the filling - apples, rhubarb, blackberries, blackcurrants, apricots, or whatever we could gather or find. After the fillings, the top was carefully trimmed as before. Then the prongs of a fork would put in a nice decorative edge to the pie along with three cuts in the middle to let the steam out when it was baking. The pies looked so neat and scrummy lined up on the table ready for the oven. And later, when we sat down to our meal, there would be a spread of good wholesome food on the table, and more on the sideboard, just in case.

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Depression there was, all around us. But somehow we, like lots of others, found in the ordinary things of life, something to sustain, delight and encourage us.
As I think over those times today, I marvel at the way my sister, Hilda, managed to cope with all the things that faced her. She did cope, and in the coping made it possible for us to be together as a family in our own home, and for that I am so very grateful to her. And when I think of 'home', the picture in my mind that best describes that word to me is the image of the family times we shared together at 1 Pump Street, Longridge, enjoying food around our table for our Sunday dinner.

Dennis Crompton © 1996

Thursday, 21 November 2013

From humble beginnings

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I can't remember when I first heard the words, 'All men are created equal...' but it found instant agreement in my mind within the Declaration of Independence of the United States of America. Those words also came to have great significance for a young man born in Philadelphia around 1900 where the American Delcaration of Independence came into being in July 1776.

The young man in question, John B Kelly, was keen on rowing. Just as well then, that the Schuylkill River ran through Philadephia, where he became a familiar sight. In some parts of the world at that time, rowing was generally considered 'a gentleman's sport'. John Kelly was probably unaware of this, and continued to enjoy the sport, despite his working-class, bricklaying background.

In 1920, John B Kelly was one of the most popular figures in the sport and he had won six U.S. National Championships, and was in the midst of his 126-race winning streak. At the time, the Henley regatta (which is held each year on the River Thames in Henley, England) was the most prestigious  and popular event in rowing. Kelly's application to be involved was rejected in part because he had done manual labour as a bricklayer. Astonishing! The rejection became widely publicised, which led Kelly to try to gain redemption by going to the 1920 Summer Olympics in Antwerp, Belgium, which he had originally not planned to attend.
The authorities did their best in their organisation of the Games and preparing the facilities. Eventually, 29 countries took part, including the newly-independent Czechoslavakia, Estonia and Finland. Those excluded were Austria, Bulgaria, Germany, Hungary and Turkey. Athletes slept in cots in school rooms, accepting the simple arrangements with good grace.

Attendance numbers at these Games were poor, and the Games themselves were not well documented. We do know, however, that John B Kelly represented the United States of American in rowing, and won a Gold medal in the single sculls, with Jack Beresford of Great Britian winning Silver, and Clarence Hadfield of New Zealand winning Bronze. (New Zealand!!)

And who did this gold-medal-winning, working-class, bricklaying man become? He became a very wealthy man indeed, and the father of Grace Kelly, who married Prince Rainier of Monaco. Here are his achievements and awards:
  • Gold Medal, Single Scull, 1920 Olympic Games
  • Gold Medal, Double Scull, 1920 Olympic Games
  • Gold Medal, Double Scull, 1924 Olympic Games
  • 126-race victory string in the single scull
  • Self-made millionaire
  • Member, United States Olympic Hall of Fame
  • Member, United States Rowing Hall of Fame, Single Scull, (elected 1956 at the same time as his son, Jack Jr.)
  • Member, United States Rowing Hall of Fame, Double Scull, (elected 1956)
  • National Physical Fitness Director (World War II)
  • Member Philadelphia Sports Hall of Fame, (elected in the charter class of 2003 with Wilt Chamberlain, Joe Frazier, Jimmie Foxx, et al.)*
From humble beginnings....

©Dennis Crompton 1992
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)
* this information was gleaned from Wikipedia

Catching one's prey

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Sometime in the mid-19th century, schools of elegance for young ladies strove, according to their individual aims, to provide what was considered an all-round preparation for life for their pupils. An admirable aim, seldom achieved. Too few of the tutors were drawn from those who'd experienced life in sufficient depth and variety to acquire the skills necessary for such a task. Too many were bound to follow the pattern of their founder, in which case, their teaching centred on the fripperies of dress, deportment, entertaining afternoon teas and evening soirées.

Along the way the majority of young ladies attending such schools, being pliant and unaware that rocking the boat could have improved their lot, acquired the habit of how to be a dutiful and demure wife when and if that time arose.

There were some exciting and forcefully entertaining exceptions regarding the dutiful and demure bit. For starters, there's one notable living offspring of the Roberts family of Grantham in Lincolnshire. She didn’t attend a school for young ladies, but she changed things round a bit. Well, she changed things a great deal. Her husband, Denis, hung around in the background: he smiled a lot but wisely kept his mouth shut, while she played merry hell in politics and became a Baroness  I believe. (And yes, she has just recently died.)

The activities of the above schools make interesting reading these days and I was much entertained by a recent discovery of: 'The Isabella Sterne Academy for Young Ladies' while researching the distaff side of my own family. Isabella appeared to have bridged the gap between the lower and middle classes with some success. Her private journal offers more than just a titillating peep into the lives of titled and moneyed families scattered throughout the ruling classes of today.

As always, the best made schemes will go astray, as one story from Isabella's journal illustrates. It happened that a certain Lady Caroline sent her niece, Veronica to an academy as outlined above. After three years, Veronica began her statuary round of accepting invitations where other families had spare offspring of the male gender awaiting the net. Thus she arrived one day at Blamire Hall, where Hugh Blamire, eldest of the breed awaited inspection, snorting at the bit. His father, Sir Prentice Blamire, resembled a modern car salesman keen to see the bargain on his corner lot driven away by some equally high-spirited wench. Veronica was not impressed, and judging by the strong gammy aroma surrounding him she thought Hugh spent far too much time hunting, and she was off the estate by sundown.

Silly girl missed the point. Hugh was game in more ways than one. A pity that Young Ladies’ Academies were not familiar with a Mr Robert Smith Surtees, one of the most famous of England's sporting novelists.

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One young lady, without the advantages they'd had, was, however. It chanced that Susan, a visitor from far away rough and ready New Zealand, found herself employment as a stable-hand at the Blamire Hall. She obviously had something of the modern touch about her and being a spirited rider, enjoyed the breathless heart-pounding thrill of the chase and many a tumble with the hunters. More so, after she'd heard Hugh quoting a well-known line from a Surtees story:
'Women never look as well as when one comes in wet and dirty from hunting'.
Aware that Hugh had quoted , where she would over-hear, Susan, the wise girl, eventually lessened her pace so that he could catch up with her. It's been a successful union for both of them.

Dennis Crompton © 1999
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Life is great, baby

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The age of miracles is not yet passed I thought some time ago, on hearing news of Billy Rolands, a former schoolmate. Nothing had distinguished his time at school, nor mine. We belonged to a group possessing the happy knack of being there but seldom noticed, and whose real education began the moment we left school. A group where quite a number, on discovering we had talents and abilities not even hinted at in all our school reports, surpassed the drab existence of our former teachers and did surprisingly well. Billy Rolands was one, apparently. I say apparently, because from the way I see things now, there is a most interesting kink in his story.

When we'd both left school I found employment in the office of solicitors Whist, Crew and Udgeon, or to give them their full title, Freeman Tremain Whist, Sanford Crew, and Barry Lee Udgeon. Billy on the other hand, left New Zealand and worked his passage on board a ship bound for good old U.S.A. The hippy movement breezed into world history, its adherents eventually padding along our streets with simple smiles sandalled feet and flower power.

Two years later I left the lawyer’s office, which by then I'd renamed Twist, Screw and Bludgeon, and began a twelve month break on my OE (‘overseas experience’). A letter from Billy Rolands a few months previously had drawn me to start in San Francisco, to take in the hippy scene and look him up at the same time.

My introduction to the city was per the Gray Line bus tour entitled, The Happy Hippie Hop’. It was in keeping with the driver's message and its drawled delivery:
'Yew are now a-seein the largest hippie colony in the world as we pass threw what's known as the Smokey Curtain Collective. Marijuana is staple diet hea. They yews it to stimulate their senses. They injoy paradin, deminstratin, seminarin and discussin, especially tellin us what's wrong with the quo of the status. Malingerin is injoyed and wide spread, along with self expressionin, strumin gueetars, suckin and blowin pipes and bangin away ... on bongo druums that is'.
If you recall those days you'll remember they didn't just blow their own minds, they blew the world's mind as well as they smiled, danced, got high and loved everybody from one hip happy day to the next. Billy, I found, was well into it. He sure looked the part with his ample body enveloped in flowing robes, teeth smiling through the mass of fuzz around a face framed in flowing shoulder-length peacock-coloured hair. A most acceptable guru informing folks how to get hip and blow their mind and savings all at the one time. I do believe it was his Kiwi accent and casual take it or leave attitude which endeared him to the folks who sat at his feet and paid him his considerable financial dues.

The hippie movement was not for me. I wished him well and meant it, as I left on the next leg of my OE heading for England. Our family, being high Church of England, included candles on the table to illuminate dinner on Sunday evenings. I'd promised my parents that I would get the real oil by dipping into things ecclesiastical, which meant staying a few weeks with a friend of my parents, the Vicar of a church in Cambridgeshire. The persuasive softly spoken chappie talked me into a weekend spiritual retreat, isolating me at Martin Abbey close by the east coast of Kent, where the wind blew cold and with nothing to view but the headstones of sailors and travellers drowned nearby. For the next 36 hours I was subjected to singing, chanting, fasting and long readings from religious books delivered in voices bereft of all save a few dreary montonous notes.

San Francisco and all things hippy beckoned very strongly from the stone cell where I was expected to sleep. Strange really, everyone else there seemed to accept it all as normal. But I'd fulfilled my ecclesiastical duty within those cloistered C of E walls, and I left the place to the Abbot, his followers and all things Kentish.

I returned to New Zealand, completed a Pyschology degree and started a counselling business, getting people to unburden themselves as they relaxed on a couch in my consulting rooms. For the next five years things went well, except for a handful of regulars giving me a difficult time helping them overcome problems of gross immaturity, deep insecurity or an excessively aggressive attitude. Living in Wellington was fine, but too many genuine customers were put off by MPs and top government executives cluttering up my waiting room.

Installing a locum, I took six months leave and set off for San Francisco to check things out again with my old school friend, Billy. Alas, there was no sign at the place where he should have been. I asked for help from a middle-aged man intent on enjoying a few evening drinks. He'd already started I discovered as he put his arm around my shoulder and breathing foul methelated vapours full into my face, coughed and spluttered:
'Billy is now the Right Reverend Brother William, yes sir. He done got hisself blessed by a Kuru. None udder dan Hari Krispa, a true Guru and a Yogi. Dat Brother William, he been filled and is singing the praises and tellin it like it is, man'. I managed to break free and left gulping deep breaths of fresh air and a host of fleas who reckoned they knew a good home when they saw one. I also had Brother William's new address.
I really wasn't prepared for what I found a few kilometres out of town.

Billy had found an old abandoned Mexican styled ranch-house and, with the flower power gang, help converted it into a monastery. This was some new Billy, more a William in fact. Certainly, with his beard and moustache trimmed, hair neatly tonsured and wearing a creamy white robe with golden sash around his middle, he looked magnificent. His new position as Abott of the monastery suited him, I thought. I also thought it would be run along the lines of the monastery I'd stayed at in England. It was as well my parents were not with me, nor the dear Vicar from Cambridgeshire.

Once inside the grounds my senses had to grapple with their world of hip colouring, hip music and hip terminology. Abbot William was now Abbey Baby, a with-it hip cleric whose favourite blessing was:
'May all your visions be incandescent auras suffused with the brightness of seven heavens'.
As far as I could see, the brothers were kept in a state of expanded but fuzzy consciousness by consuming dope-laced cookies washed down with home-brew. The brew looked innocent enough but contained a delayed eye-wobbling wallop with a built-in automatic repeater at 60 to 90 second intervals. Everything was: 'Beautiful man', as Puff the Magic Dragon wafted through the air waves in sound and smell. Brown rice, sprouts and lentils served by a large earth mother borrowed from a nearby women's prison, ensured a steady movement to the men's room.

Four hours later, when it was time to leave, Abbey Baby offered lavish inducements to stay, which I declined. When Abbey Baby left to answer the phone, I discarded the habit loaned to visitors and hit the outside pavement running.

I returned to normal civilisation courtesy of Air New Zealand. I do confess to sneaking through customs a small memento of my trip: the recipe for Abbey Baby's cookies. I've made a few friends from the drone house in Wellington, who have access to all the cookie ingredients. As a consultant counsellor, I enjoy groovy sessions with a handful of our country's kaftan-clothed top drones, along with a six figure annual fee. And yes. Life is great, baby. Have another bickie.
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 Dennis Crompton © 2000
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Becoming a father changed all that...



Unidentified girls, Spanish Civil War
Unidentified girls, Spanish Civil War
My friend, Robert asked me one day,
What did Hiroshima mean to you as a young man?’
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Well … nothing really, I’d never thought much about it, I said,
back then in 1945, I was only fifteen and patriotic,
I mean, I saw around me bomb damaged houses,
streets of them and lots of temporarily bomb-shocked humans, vacant-eyed …
scrambled-minded wrecks shuffling along the streets of my home town.
I heard the pilot-less flying bomb one night, its engine suddenly quiet overhead,
felt my heart thumping loudly in that sudden … very frightening silence
I hear it yet at times and if I should perchance forget,
I can Google it onto my computer screen - if I wish…
 *
Ground Zero for Hiroshima, August of that same year …
Oh yes! They reaped Churchill’s promised whirlwind
and that was fine by me.
 *
Becoming a father changed all that, it sure changed me…
it gave Hiroshima a meaning, a meaning that was thrust upon me one day
when I imagined my daughters there, back then, and thankfully
I’d lost my soul-destroying callowness…
 *
Now I’m part of that history, have changed, am changing now
with still more to come …
so in a way, Hiroshima had a point,
for all of us, I’d say.
 *
Dennis Crompton © 1997
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

In passing, 1929

1929

I was side-lined by a suggestion on one of the web pages I visited recently by the words, ‘Gregorian calendar’ and decided to take a peep at the year 1929, the year I was born:
  • February 14 was the day of the St Valentine’s gangland massacre in Chicago, (not a good start … ),
  • the year ended with the stock market crash, when $26 billion dollars was wiped off US Securities.
It wasn’t all bad however, as developments in science were encouraging:
  • Albert Einstein proposed the unified field theory … seemed a good idea to me,
  • a German psychiatrist developed the electroencephalograph (EEG) for recording brain waves; useful for those told they had no brains,
  • for the first time, penicillin was used to fight infection,
  • and Bell Telephone Laboratories in New York gave the first public demonstration of colour TV: the first images were a bouquet of roses and an American flag.
And there were important (early) developments for the rights of women too:
  • the Judicial Committee of the Privy Council in the UK announced that women were now "persons" under the British North America Acts, and thus eligible for appointment to the Senate of Canada.
But best of all, on 7 March, Fred and Florence Crompton welcomed their new baby son, Dennis, into their family. A baby brother for Hilda, Jean and Fred. Yes indeed!

Dennis Crompton © 2013
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

My lone search

rings

It was a cold December day when I walked from the bus stop towards the church where my mother and father were married. St. Nicholas’s church was about five minutes’ walk from the bus stop and I had to walk briskly to keep warm. I’d made the journey from New Zealand back to England in search of my family history, particularly about my mother who had died when I was a baby, and who I had never known.

It took me some time to find the vicar who was on his way out of the vicarage to visit a parishioner. He was very helpful however, as he opened up two safes and left me to it. The Banns, Marriages and Death Registers kept me busy for some time as I was really keen to find my mother’s signature in the Marriage register. Seeing it, I thought, would help to give me a clearer image of the mother I never knew.

I found it, and I treasured the opportunity to see it. It was more than enough to see that, and to have walked up the path and into the church, down the aisle to the front, where I imagined my Mum and Dad holding hands, and gazing into each other’s eyes. They would have been hearing the words I heard then in my head:
“Whom God hath joined together, let no man put asunder”
…and no man did. Instead, death came and took her away, and separated them forever.

It was years later before I quietly asked my father when were alone one day: ‘Dad, what was my mother really like?’

I’d asked him a couple of times before but he could get no further than saying wistfully, and with emotion, ‘She was a lovely, warm-hearted woman, Den; we were soul-mates…’ and he could get no further as his eyes filled up…

I stopped asking after that, as I could see that it distressed him so. But it distressed me too for I longed to know more of the mother who had loved me; the mother I never knew. That day in December though I’d gained a little more for my mind’s picture. I’d been in that church, seen their signatures together, stood where they stood, and some years later I was able to get a copy of their Marriage Certificate.

As I left the church, the vicarage was closed and I had nowhere to leave the keys entrusted me by the vicar. I would loved for him to have been there to chat with me about the history that linked me to his church. I walked back across the main road to a school, which was probably the church school and found two or three people in the staffroom. After introducing myself, I gave them the keys and then because I was so very cold I requested a cup of coffee. They were very happy to oblige, offered me a seat and some biscuits too, and were keen to ask me about New Zealand and hear about the reason for my journey.

It was almost 1.30 p.m. as I left to walk back to the bus stop. The grey skies and the penetrating cold, combined with the fact that I was on my own made it easier to leave. St Nicholas Church records, otherwise I may have stayed there forever, connected slightly to my mother.

And I offer my thanks to the vicar for the willingness to assist me and to entrust his valuable records and keys to me. He had helped me in the search for my own identity, for which I am most grateful.

Dennis Crompton © 1998
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Wednesday, 20 November 2013

Smuggling

smuggling

The wind blew wild on the coast of Kent as I went to join my father. It was bitterly cold where he waited on the promontory out of Dungeness. The work my father put into selling his wool to weavers in France was threatened by the duties imposed by the government, and danger lurked everywhere now. My father and his friends vainly sought the help of the local squire, and now they could lose all they'd worked for.

But recently, they learned that some of their fellow wool-growers had formed a group known as the 'Owlers'. They'd banded together to smuggle their wool across the English Channel to France, paying no duties at all. They'd felt guilty at first but the duties kept increasing, and so, in desperation, Father joined them.

Then things got worse. The government brought in maiming as a punishment for smugglers. Yesterday an Owler caught off Romney Marsh, died, when the shock of losing his hand killed him. But risks had to be taken just to survive. The weather and the sea could be their enemies, bales were lost overboard and sailors, sometimes. Why, Owlers had even been betrayed in France.

As Father and I waited together on that wild Kent coast, he told me of James Darlington, excise man, who was new to the district. He'd been responsible for capturing smugglers in Cornwall and had begun boasting that he'd do the same here.

'A man with a passion for doing his duty is fine when England's at war'; said my father to me. 'But when it means the ruin of working folk, it's wrong. I only hope I don't come across Mrs Darlington's lad, James, on these marshes, 'cause one of us won't be going home.'

They did meet; years ago now. But it was Father who died that terrible night in the battle that ensued, and our family eventually lost the farm as well. James Darlington, excise man, retired with a pension and lived handsomely atop the cliffs overlooking Shepway.

Yes, life was hard then. I remembered Father's words: ‘Justice is fine for those who have no need of it.’

Dennis Crompton © 1998
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)


Smuggling: information from www.smuggler.co.uk
The wool smugglers of Kent generally, and Romney Marsh in particular, were called 'Owlers'. There has long been debate about how they acquired this name, and people have advanced various romantic theories, mostly centred around owls — the smugglers hunted at night, so they took the name of the nocturnal bird; or they signalled to each other by hooting like owls. The most prosaic explanation, and probably the most likely, is that 'owler' is just a corruption of 'wooler', which was a common name for anyone processing wool.

Tuesday, 12 November 2013

Changing patterns - from England to New Zealand

old map GB

This poem is an attempt to describe how I felt leaving England in 1954 and arriving to live in New Zealand...

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 Sometimes of late brought to the surface of my mind
by strange, yet wonderful promptings from within
reflections from the continuum of my life, as now
I contemplate, how far away from home I've come.
*
I am a boy, just seven years since born
absorbing daily rich variations that surround
the warp and weft, parts of the tapestry shaping me.
*
Ah, there was so much I enjoyed, back then
Of country sounds and smells, and scenes,
wending and widening my way through awkward, adolescent life…
yet to discover the bitter-sweet potential,
used or dormant within my self-limiting frame.
*
As young man now, I stand at dusk and watch from stern of ship
fleeting sights of home, as cold, we sail on down the Clyde.
Not till Land's End appears above the churning wake,
emotions mixed, tears-welling, do I wonder at my chosen fate.
*
Time now as I journey to gaze upon the vastness of the sea,
feel the mighty ocean's surge beneath my wandering feet.
At night my eyes discern the changing patterns of the stars,
I leave one life to start another 'neath warmer southern skies.
*
One night we anchor, welcomed by myriads of twinkling lights
round Wellington's Harbour, fairyland place of hope.
Then down to Wigram my new life to begin,
where hands of many strangers ease my settling in.
*
Forty more years on, Kiwi citizen, proud and with no real regrets,
thankful to those whose friendship I have won.
New Zealand, my home, rich flavour of my life,
bestowing peace and purpose now I know is mine.
*
Dennis Crompton © 2013

old map nz

 (first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)