Showing posts with label New Zealand. Show all posts
Showing posts with label New Zealand. Show all posts

Tuesday, 17 December 2013

Assertion of identity

Image from Whale Rider, a 2002 drama film directed by Niki Caro, based on the novel of the same name by Witi Ihimaera. The film stars Keisha Castle-Hughes as Kahu Paikea Apirana, a 12-year-old Maori girl who wants to become the chief of the tribe.
Young girl with a moko. Image from Whale Rider, a 2002 drama film directed by Niki Caro, based on the novel of the same name by Witi Ihimaera. The film stars Keisha Castle-Hughes as Kahu Paikea Apirana, a 12-year-old Maori girl who wants to become the chief of the tribe.

From a distance I saw
this teenager was different,
and as she came up close
I saw her moko, permanent
on her beautiful face.
*
"She's too young," suggested some,
"to wear at others' instigation
such sign upon her youthful face."
*
She appeared unmoved, disdainful
of the thoughts of others,
and with unusual maturity
for one so young, said quietly,
"That's their problem,"
and continued on her way.
*
I wondered...
were those words her own,
or where they perhaps -
as her decorated face -
imposed by proud tradition's
fierce, determinate tribal will?
*
I mused again...
or, was what had seemed to me belligerence,
simply a demonstration of an
indefinable quality of race,
which I, in my ignorance,
did not then fully comprehend?
*
Who am I...
foreigner to these shores
forty years or more,
to say it's wrong for one so young
to wear that proud insignia
of her race?
*
I had much to learn.
If she sought in truth
to assert a claim
to her own true self,
then I salute her
most sincerely for that.
*
Dennis Crompton © 1997

Note: a moko is a Māori tattoo or tattoo pattern, usually on the face.

Monday, 9 December 2013

It was among some unclaimed papers

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No one seeing James Worthington outside of his own home town would have given him a second look. He was just an ordinary man. Everything about his outward appearance said so. Even he himself, one month short of his 25th birthday, would have agreed, had he been asked. Yet deep within his heart there lay the seed of an idea sown years before by a teacher whose name and face had faded from his memory. Poverty and the struggle to exist surrounded him back then, fitting into the scenery as he joined others going to school in threadbare clothing. At home his father, like so many others, desperately sought work to keep food on the table and the rent paid, with five mouths to feed and his wife dead these seven years now.

It was at school where James found his self-esteem matching the lowest level of existence. The awareness of this standing was a gradual thing and came about by observation. He noticed some teachers favoured pupils who were generally better clothed and better fed because their parents were better off. As a consequence they received more attention and performed well at school. This did not sour his attitude toward those pupils or the teachers. He continued to live as carefree a life as we possible amidst such surroundings. In any case, self-esteem was an unknown term to pupils, and apparently to teachers too in those days.

Considering the start he'd had, James succeeded remarkably well, quite in keeping with the seed sown in his mind by his teacher. As the ground is not aware of what is placed within it, so to his knowledge, no conscious thought made James aware that the seed had germinated and begun to grow. If his love of words and books, the feeding of his imagination by an ever-widening choice of reading, his thirst for information and knowledge was apparent to others, it did not register in his mind, but in the process he was becoming an educated man.

At some point James left the country of his birth and set out to settle in New Zealand where he was accepted for what he was. With his achievements recognised and rewarded he was encouraged to further study and develop his skills. Some years later, now happily married and with children, he returned to his homeland, keen to know more of his family and background. He'd given himself a month to research at the Public Records Office in his home town.

The year was 1988, the month was December, and having completed as much of his research as he was able, he boarded the plane that was to take him home to New Zealand, via the USA. That hight he disappeared in an explosion which blew apart the Pan Am flight 103 he was on high above Lockerbie in Scotland. Whatever may have been left of James and most of his fellow passengers was buried in a mass grave not far from where they came to rest. The terrorists who planted the bomb saw and cared nothing for the horror they had created.

James' son visited Lockerbie after he had completed his studies and made his way slowly through the memorial hall set up there. At one stage he came across some pages of unclaimed papers, miraculously having survived the explosion. Tears filled his eyes as he stopped to read one of them. It said,
As the twig is bent, so the tree will grow.
These words were written by his father, James Worthington, in his own handwriting, and were among the last words he wrote. His son wept.

Dennis Crompton © 1998

Thursday, 21 November 2013

From humble beginnings

John B Kelly, snr
John B Kelly
I can't remember when I first heard the words, 'All men are created equal...' but it found instant agreement in my mind within the Declaration of Independence of the United States of America. Those words also came to have great significance for a young man born in Philadelphia around 1900 where the American Delcaration of Independence came into being in July 1776.

The young man in question, John B Kelly, was keen on rowing. Just as well then, that the Schuylkill River ran through Philadephia, where he became a familiar sight. In some parts of the world at that time, rowing was generally considered 'a gentleman's sport'. John Kelly was probably unaware of this, and continued to enjoy the sport, despite his working-class, bricklaying background.

In 1920, John B Kelly was one of the most popular figures in the sport and he had won six U.S. National Championships, and was in the midst of his 126-race winning streak. At the time, the Henley regatta (which is held each year on the River Thames in Henley, England) was the most prestigious  and popular event in rowing. Kelly's application to be involved was rejected in part because he had done manual labour as a bricklayer. Astonishing! The rejection became widely publicised, which led Kelly to try to gain redemption by going to the 1920 Summer Olympics in Antwerp, Belgium, which he had originally not planned to attend.
The authorities did their best in their organisation of the Games and preparing the facilities. Eventually, 29 countries took part, including the newly-independent Czechoslavakia, Estonia and Finland. Those excluded were Austria, Bulgaria, Germany, Hungary and Turkey. Athletes slept in cots in school rooms, accepting the simple arrangements with good grace.

Attendance numbers at these Games were poor, and the Games themselves were not well documented. We do know, however, that John B Kelly represented the United States of American in rowing, and won a Gold medal in the single sculls, with Jack Beresford of Great Britian winning Silver, and Clarence Hadfield of New Zealand winning Bronze. (New Zealand!!)

And who did this gold-medal-winning, working-class, bricklaying man become? He became a very wealthy man indeed, and the father of Grace Kelly, who married Prince Rainier of Monaco. Here are his achievements and awards:
  • Gold Medal, Single Scull, 1920 Olympic Games
  • Gold Medal, Double Scull, 1920 Olympic Games
  • Gold Medal, Double Scull, 1924 Olympic Games
  • 126-race victory string in the single scull
  • Self-made millionaire
  • Member, United States Olympic Hall of Fame
  • Member, United States Rowing Hall of Fame, Single Scull, (elected 1956 at the same time as his son, Jack Jr.)
  • Member, United States Rowing Hall of Fame, Double Scull, (elected 1956)
  • National Physical Fitness Director (World War II)
  • Member Philadelphia Sports Hall of Fame, (elected in the charter class of 2003 with Wilt Chamberlain, Joe Frazier, Jimmie Foxx, et al.)*
From humble beginnings....

©Dennis Crompton 1992
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)
* this information was gleaned from Wikipedia

A dip into the past

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What do you think that:
  • Mr. W. Newman, of 4 Dalhuusil Square, Calcutta, India,
  • the Bengal United Service Club Library, and
  • Mr. Herbert C. Fyfe, author of Submarine Warfare,
have in common with yours truly and the Opportunity Shop, Morrinsville, New Zealand?

I'll tell you:

A book was bought by Mr. W. Newman, of Calcutta, which was then purchased from him by the Bengal United Service Club Library in August 1902. I found it in the Opportunity Shop in Morrinsville in 1999.
Apart from its loose stitching and some pages tending to crack and break if not carefully handled, it has survived remarkably well, even to the Bengal United Service Club Library label on the back cover, which states:
'Members may keep the book for thirty days and are reminded that unless books taken out by them are entered as "returned" in the book kept for that purpose, they remain responsible for them'.
The last issue label of September, 1916, pasted inside, records just one issue, 22 March 1917. It was returned on 8 September 1944, and with no evidence that the book was 'Withdrawn' from the library, prompts the question: Where had it been during its twenty-seven years’ absence?

Published in London in 1902, with its 50 illustrations and readable text, 'Submarine Warfare', by Herbert C Fyfe, is an absorbing read. What intrigues me most about my Opportunity Shop find is the identity of the member who, in 1917 took out P 99, as the book is designated. Why wasn't it returned by the due date? Some call to active service perhaps, or dare I suggest, the strangling rope of a thug, devotee of the Indian god Kali, still active in some areas?

And after all that, how did it come to be in the Morrinsville Opportunity Shop, 55 years after it was returned to the place of issue?

I say! Damned perplexing! What?!

(Any ideas?)

Dennis Crompton © 1999
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Andorf's journey

I once went to a writer’s workshop with a woman called Rene, in Cambridge, a small town an hour’s drive from where I live, attended by eight or so writers from the district. Rene opened her session by asking us to jot down anything that we hadn’t thought of writing about before, just short headings to get our imaginations going. Fifteen minutes later, several of us were asked to speak briefly about our topic, I was one who volunteered among two others.

Andorf’s journey is the finished item, started at that workshop:

brother and sister

Andorf’s heart was lighter now that the village was behind them, hoping he’d done the right thing. So many people were dying because of the plague and although it had not yet reached his village, it soon would. His sister, Claire, was not strong but she seemed to be managing all right as they made their journey to another village, considered safer, as it was less frequented by travellers likely to bring the disease from other parts. He looked at Claire again and told her they’d have another rest when they reached the next mile stone.
As they walked his mind thought about the healer, and he seized on that positive thought, held it, wanting to explore and maybe even experience some of the things he’d heard about him. He’d guessed that much was exaggerated, but found it absorbing.

‘Oh … the healer’, a pedlar had replied to his question, ‘Oh yes, he’s a wonder is that man. You know he washes himself … every day!’

Strange, doing that, Andorf thought; still there must be something to it. Then he smiled as he recalled somebody adding, ‘Then there’s the kind of stuff he eats. I don’t know that I could eat nettles. Fancy that. Just the tops mind you.’ And then just a few days ago, he heard an old woman explaining the things she’d seen the healer collect from the woods one day.

Andorf paused to remove a piece of gravel from his sandal and noticed with some concern that Claire had dropped behind as they’d been walking. ‘It’s all right … just a bit out of breath. Give me a few minutes …’ she murmured softly, trying to smile as she looked at him. She was looking quite tired thought Andorf, and he felt a tugging at his throat as a sudden fear came upon him. We still have another seven and a half miles to go and it’s well past noon day, he thought. Perhaps we should have waited a few more days for her to gain more strength. But he knew as he thought that, that it wasn’t true. She came only because I insisted, he chastised himself. If she dies on the way … and he couldn’t prevent a slight sob escaping from his tight lips. As their eyes met, he coughed to hide his embarrassment and gently helped her to her feet.

They walked the rest of the way together, his arm around his sister’s waist and as they reached the next mile stone, they left the road and found a place for her to sit and rest again. Now it was only seven miles but as he looked at his sister again a sudden rush of deep concern quickened his pulse, her face was quite pale and there was a touch of beauty there now that he had not seen before, of such depth and quality, surpassing even those in the pictures on the stained-glass windows in the abbey. Then he was suddenly afraid for her and turned away lest she should see the sadness on his face.

After a while they continued slowly on past two, and then three, more mile stones, joined by others heading in the same direction. Claire was heavier on his arm now, her strength slipping away with each step. The state of the road was no help, with deep ruts filled with filthy water which they had to wade through as there was no way round them. Occasionally they’d come to a grove of trees where it was cool and refreshing and the desire to linger and rest was so inviting. But Andorf was afraid to stop, even when they came to a number of hamlets, wretched dilapidated places where people were so poor it made his heart heavy just to look at them. He blinked away the tears that seeped down into his eyes, increasing the anguish he felt for Claire, so frail and still so beautiful. Her quiet spirit and light infectious laughter had often been the cause of lifting him from some wearisome task, it would break his heart if … and he would not let himself think on but knelt down pretending to retie the thong on his left sandal to give him a moment to recover his composure. How dirty his feet were now and the nail on his big toe …then with a sudden panic he heard a low moan from Claire and turning saw her slump to her knees, her eyes staring and wide open before he could reach her, frightened him.

From one of the doors to his right the figure of a middle-aged woman came running to kneel beside Claire before he could get to his feet, she was talking quietly to her. Then even as he reached her side Claire looked at him, smiled, then closed her eyes as her head fell back onto the woman’s arms. For a moment Andorf couldn’t move, his feet and legs did not respond to his purpose to move, his voice locked within his tightening chest and he felt as if his heart would burst … and that moment seemed so very long. It ended with him feeling weak and empty as if his knees would suddenly give way beneath him as slowly but clearly Andorf knew. Something had gone from his sister, Claire. She was now an empty shell and void of life and in that dread moment, he changed from youth to man.

Somehow it passed and he left the darkness of that scene behind him, the road to the monastery seemed to lift his spirit with each step, as if some purpose for which he had been born was about to be fulfilled. He wondered how things would be for him in such a place and felt again the note inside his doublet, written by the priest who had told him of the healer and his work. Reassured, he continued on his way even though he knew only a handful of novices were taken in each year, now looking cold and forbidding in the distance.
The rising sun soon warmed him as he climbed the hill and knocked at last upon the heavy oaken door. Later that afternoon he was taken in to see the healer, who looked at him for some time before he spoke: ‘Well Andorf, you would like to join our Brotherhood then? Sit down now and tell me something about yourself.’ The voice was quiet and soothing, filled with warmth and encouragement; then the healer listened as Andorf told him of his journey.

Dennis Crompton © 1999
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Diaspora seeded

One Christmas in New Zealand, many years ago now, our daughter arrived home with her friend, Carlos, from Peru, who was learning English. Here are my thoughts after his visit with us. A letter he wrote to my wife and I follows the poem:
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Poem:

Traveller, missionary, explorer and adventurer, they leave the places they were born,
a multi-national diaspora other lands to roam;
each to their purpose survey with eager eyes,
wandering footprints everywhere they go.
*
Years hence, some assimilated, belonging, married, maybe even single still,
others with adventure, hope and vision lost
returned home from whence they came
disillusioned, frustrated or deceased.
*
In our global shrinking, part chaotic incessant human versus human world,
where only God knows by what each war is driven,
a different diaspora operates;
innocents tragically dispersed, where, if fortune smiles on some foreign shore
they germinate, colouring old settings with new enlivening scenes.
*
I answered when his mother rang from overseas, politely questioning hopefully: ‘Is my son there?’
It cost them, mother and family round her as she spoke;
and when he answered, softly and with moving affection: ‘Madre?’,
miles vanished, separation gone, as voice to heart their welcome message sang.
*
What separates chosen as may be, or forced by folly common to our earthly breed,
as struggling to meet daily basic human needs, for family or self-survival some are force to leave;
this young man so dispersed, rich in love, abundant in appealing attitude and features,
this son now foreign of tongue no longer, as he joined hearts with family far off in Peru.
*
Unaware was he what riches in his soul he brought,
murmuring softly, with love on our phone that Christmas,
a diaspora seeded blessing to our New Zealand home.
*
Dennis Crompton © 1996
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Letter:

Dear Mr and Mrs Crompton
I hope that you are very well. I would like to say to you thank you very much. I never thought be like in family, and much less, to be sit down in one table at that time, that it was Christmas. Because it is not usually for me since that I'm here, in your country. And thank you for the cake, it was very nice. I hope that my God look after you in everything that you do.
Thank you from Carlos

Catching one's prey

finishing school

Sometime in the mid-19th century, schools of elegance for young ladies strove, according to their individual aims, to provide what was considered an all-round preparation for life for their pupils. An admirable aim, seldom achieved. Too few of the tutors were drawn from those who'd experienced life in sufficient depth and variety to acquire the skills necessary for such a task. Too many were bound to follow the pattern of their founder, in which case, their teaching centred on the fripperies of dress, deportment, entertaining afternoon teas and evening soirées.

Along the way the majority of young ladies attending such schools, being pliant and unaware that rocking the boat could have improved their lot, acquired the habit of how to be a dutiful and demure wife when and if that time arose.

There were some exciting and forcefully entertaining exceptions regarding the dutiful and demure bit. For starters, there's one notable living offspring of the Roberts family of Grantham in Lincolnshire. She didn’t attend a school for young ladies, but she changed things round a bit. Well, she changed things a great deal. Her husband, Denis, hung around in the background: he smiled a lot but wisely kept his mouth shut, while she played merry hell in politics and became a Baroness  I believe. (And yes, she has just recently died.)

The activities of the above schools make interesting reading these days and I was much entertained by a recent discovery of: 'The Isabella Sterne Academy for Young Ladies' while researching the distaff side of my own family. Isabella appeared to have bridged the gap between the lower and middle classes with some success. Her private journal offers more than just a titillating peep into the lives of titled and moneyed families scattered throughout the ruling classes of today.

As always, the best made schemes will go astray, as one story from Isabella's journal illustrates. It happened that a certain Lady Caroline sent her niece, Veronica to an academy as outlined above. After three years, Veronica began her statuary round of accepting invitations where other families had spare offspring of the male gender awaiting the net. Thus she arrived one day at Blamire Hall, where Hugh Blamire, eldest of the breed awaited inspection, snorting at the bit. His father, Sir Prentice Blamire, resembled a modern car salesman keen to see the bargain on his corner lot driven away by some equally high-spirited wench. Veronica was not impressed, and judging by the strong gammy aroma surrounding him she thought Hugh spent far too much time hunting, and she was off the estate by sundown.

Silly girl missed the point. Hugh was game in more ways than one. A pity that Young Ladies’ Academies were not familiar with a Mr Robert Smith Surtees, one of the most famous of England's sporting novelists.

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One young lady, without the advantages they'd had, was, however. It chanced that Susan, a visitor from far away rough and ready New Zealand, found herself employment as a stable-hand at the Blamire Hall. She obviously had something of the modern touch about her and being a spirited rider, enjoyed the breathless heart-pounding thrill of the chase and many a tumble with the hunters. More so, after she'd heard Hugh quoting a well-known line from a Surtees story:
'Women never look as well as when one comes in wet and dirty from hunting'.
Aware that Hugh had quoted , where she would over-hear, Susan, the wise girl, eventually lessened her pace so that he could catch up with her. It's been a successful union for both of them.

Dennis Crompton © 1999
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Thoughts from dust

soul

My first public performance of this poem was at an Auckland University writer's meeting as a member of PEN. My heart at that time had begun to give me trouble and I was nervous wondering what kind of reception my poetry item might receive. I should have given myself a moment or two to explain that I was new to writing, but I didn't; so in that atmosphere, appearing before 'recognised New Zealand writers' I read my poem. Needless to say I was grateful and a little surprised that the response was warm and with applause and smiles all round.
* 
I dare to stand and speak forth what I have written here,
that which from my innermost being I have felt,
which like a spring from deepest earth has risen,
things which are dear to me or move me much, my friend.
 *
Watching, you see only the outwardness of this, my being;
enquire, and you’ll learn the facts describing me;
listen, and you will find I have similar aspirations,
the secret inner things you deeply feel, I feel them too.
*
Just as within your breast your heartbeat tells you,
you are a living, breathing and thinking thing;
just as your mind confirms that you are existing,
with feelings human and warmly intimate, my friend.
 *
Just as you see the beauty in a rose bud,
admire the soaring flight of bird on wing;
just as you love or hate some things around you,
so do I too, sharing humanity with you, my friend.
 *
Why then, whatever sign I’m born with,
whether I be Christian, Jew, Buddhist or what else,
why think that I must be shunned because I’m different,
why does so much of what I am offend you, friend?
 *
My life, like yours, was given with no explanation;
I come with no agenda to kill, maim or destroy.
Like you, I was not consulted as to my colour, creed or nation,
only when born, like you, do I discover who and what I am.
 *
Since then so much from us is hidden,
through a glass darkly as the way we see;
let’s journey through this life together,
learn to enjoy the richness each one brings.
 *


Dennis Crompton © 1996
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

A peculiar swing of the pendulum

Pendulum clock conceived by Galileo Galilei around 1637. The earliest known pendulum clock design, it was never completed. (Wikipedia)
Pendulum clock conceived by Galileo Galilei around 1637, but never completed. (Wikipedia)
Quite a number of city folk look on me with something akin to pity when I tell them that I live in the country, especially when I mention the name of the town. Odd really as many came from similar situations themselves. Some faces soften: those who've made it financially; or those in the process and who plan to return; those who get out of the rat race and come back into the peace and calm of the rural scene…which is a fiction really. The pendulum can swing from tranquillity to disaster just as easily in country districts as in the cities. It did in my town.

The bank's still there but not the blood stains. They went with the blue carpet and some of the fittings ripped out during the alterations afterwards. Working in the district forensic laboratory for some years I'd processed photographs and items of many crimes. I've seen what bullets can do to a human body when delivered at very close quarters. It was horrific what one bullet did to the victim who survived.

Understandable, then, that customers and bank staff required counsellors to assist them and members of the police and St John's Ambulance to cope with it all. They did their best but some things can't be altered. Not with counselling. Not with the passing of time, not even when the sun shines, when the streets are peaceful or when people pass their daily lives with the appearance of quiet assurance. Ask those affected on that day and they'll tell you that a recurring nudge from their subconscious reminds them of the peculiar swing of the pendulum.

Before 'that day' everything about the bank had suggested permanence: the quietness within its solid structure; the carpet soft underfoot; the neat uniforms of the staff; and the calm appearance of the manager. It was the same each day of the week. You could bank on it, as the saying goes. This section of the counter was for the ordinary public, that section for business people with their canvas bags of cheques and cash, and over there was for other business and where you made enquires. Folk who'd ‘made it’ ordered their travellers cheques and foreign currency there, all smiles and quietly confident in possession of their wealth. A great time for them to be alive and with further excitements just around the corner. (Further excitement. Yes indeed.)

Each locality has its quota of odd people of varying ages, backgrounds and persuasion adding their distinctive flavour, even a richness of one kind or another. In our town there was a woman, some called a medium, who could be counted on to say or do something beyond the norm during the different phases of the moon. On this day, when no one could have guessed how she knew, her voice urgent and insistent said there was a foulness and smell of death in the air. Then, in the same breath, likened it to the horde of pests awaiting release from Pandora's box. She was going on about innocent people being shot when the young receptionist put the phone down. ‘I thought it was a hoax,’ she sobbed later, when the editor heard about it.

But by then it was too late.

An unusual kind of excitement was brooding in the kitchen of the home of the Bowden family, not far out of town that day. It coincided exactly with the phone call from the medium to the local press. At the Bowden house, Scott's mother was sick to her stomach. Her son's normally warm personality had changed, with an abruptness that sent her reeling. Breakfast had been bad enough, she just couldn't do anything right for him. It was more than just a bad temper, it was the mood changes that began to cause her serious concern.
Then, about mid-morning she'd said something that tipped the scales the wrong way and the air became heated with tension. It was a great pity, but understandable when the facts became known. At a friend's place the night before his drinks had been spiked, for laughs apparently. Whatever the substance was, it set in motion an outrage that filled many people with horror and despair, especially the parents of teenagers. The fools who'd wanted a few laughs, if they got them, was actually the one responsible for the deaths and heartbreaks that followed.

The change began in the early hours of the following morning, Scott struggling with his fuddled mind trying to make sense of what was happening to him. Waves of panic and alarm sent him rushing into bursts of wild activity, little of it balanced or coherent before gradually becoming quiet again. A quietness which progressed to an unnatural icy coolness suggestive of a mind teetering on the brink of insanity. He'd left the house by the time his mother had called him for lunch, and she hesitated a while before phoning the police to tell them of her concerns. Her recorded message was played back two hours later.

Junior bank teller, Grant Haskell, was a spirited young man, who possessed along with his good looks a bubbling kind of personality which most people, especially other teens, found attractive. He also had considerable potential which the bank was keen to nurture. Scott Bowden knew Grant. They'd played basket-ball and been on the same school camps together. They were friends but not close friends. Yet two witnesses were convinced he'd shown no recognition of Grant as Scott had rested the barrel of the rifle on the counter. They saw him survey the bank staff, their eyes mesmerised by the rifle moving backwards and forwards in an arc in front of them. They'd watched as Grant moved slowly from behind the counter, attempting a smile in the hope Scott would recognise him and stop the madness.

As Grant opened his mouth to speak to Scott, the barrel of the rifle wavered slightly up and to the left. The crack of the shot stunned everyone and they all said how, in a kind of slow motion, they watched in disbelief as the bullet entered just below Grant’s jaw to come out a fraction of second later by the side of his left eye. Just before Grant crumpled to the ground, there was a moment when the skin and bone in between burst open and a gaping hole pumping with blood appeared in the side of his face. Moments after the blast, Scott appeared to regain a brief semblance of normality but still he gunned down a customer and a bystander outside who'd tried to prevent him leaving. He was caught, tried and sentenced.

Our laboratory supplied the evidence at the trial, establishing that a drug found on the premises of one of the party-goers was the same as that found in Scott's brain at the post mortem. The two deaths in our small town and one bank teller dreadfully disfigured was news-worthy for a while. You're probably thinking, 'I've heard it all before', except it didn't end there; there was another peculiar swing to this particular pendulum.

At a manager’s meeting, the local bank manager, Mr Reginald Naylor, felt that reconstructive plastic surgery to Grant Haskell's face would be a constant reminder of the murder and therefore offensive to some people who relied on the bank. The general feeling was it would be better for Grant to be away from it all, and they left Mr Naylor to sort it out from there. It might have helped if he'd talked to Grant, however, as Grant had the potential to rise well above his own position. Mr Naylor felt that just wouldn’t be right. To give himself time to sort things out, he gave Grant a month's paid leave, after his long spell in hospital and reconstructive surgery, and he made his plans.

The letter was on his desk when Grant, almost restored to his former identity but with horrific signs on the suffering he had endured still evident, returned from the hospital and his extended leave. He was warmly welcomed back by his colleagues who had been regular visitors to him throughout his rehabilitation. Grant had been and integral part of the bank team, even as a junior teller, and the bank had always stressed the importance of that. They'd had regular get-togethers, week-end seminars, a mixture of intensive lectures and fun-times to achieve that end, and they'd succeeded. Loyalty to each other went hand in hand with loyalty to the bank. So you can understand what Grant thought of loyalty when he opened the letter terminating his employment.

Some weeks later, Gwyneth White's dog attracted her attention to a patch of bush on her family farm. It was the body of Grant; it was presumed he'd gone missing in the bush not long after receiving his termination letter. Searchers had given up after several extended sweeps of the area failed to find evidence of him being there, and yet there he was, not far from his home town.

Now what will happen at the next swing of the pendulum do you think?

Dennis Crompton © 1997
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Final confirmation

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It was the absence of familiar sounds that pushed the first alert button in my mind, as Sugar, our cat, hadn’t purred her gentle, ‘Get up and feed me now!’ call in my ear. The second alert registered when I realised my eyes were open but there was nothing to see; just a soft, creamy light. My body felt different too; I wasn’t hungry and I didn’t need the loo; my eyes weren’t bunged up and itchy from hay-fever. Strange. A moment of panic. It was Red Alert now. I knew I wasn’t dreaming … but … was I awake?

My hypochondriac mind kicked in; imagined my heart thumping loudly and checked. Nothing. I felt for my pulse … foolish me, no heartbeat … no pulse! Wow, so this was it! My time had arrived. The Big End … I took it calmly enough after that dramatic insight which surprised me really. Not much I could do, now … and gradually the soft light grew stronger and I saw I was in a room; a waiting room with chairs and a small table. Then from somewhere in the light, a voice said, ‘Do take a seat. This won’t take long, then you can be on your way’.

‘On my way?’ I asked, my voice sounding faint and distant; but the voice didn’t seem to hear.

‘First, a few questions. We must be sure we have the correct body-data match. Name?’

I went through the formula, slipping in a few humorous asides; they could have been out of place but I was trying to appear normal. Normal? What was I thinking? Normal had gone; this was beyond the normal; beyond what I’d expected, but then my previous thinking had never graduated to this stage of what I’d expected.

The voice again: ‘Any questions?’

‘Well … yes … where am I?’

‘You don’t know?’ I was encouraged by a tinge of amusement in the voice. ‘Have a guess then’.
‘Heaven?’ I suggested hopefully.

The voice laughed: ‘Oh no, more a blend of your local earth time travel agency terminus, combined with our post-earth-graduate control; still, it’s good to see you have a sense of humour; rather novel in candidates here and it will come in handy for you. Now, just a quick check on your last pre-conception posting request … let’s see … Yes, here it is … an assignment in the North Island of New Zealand … now where is that? … Oh, way down here, only just made it on the map … and you chose ... Mohaka on the east coast. A lovely Maori word meaning, ‘a place of dancing’ as I understand. But, oh dear…’. The voice trailed off.
‘What?’ … I asked nervously.

‘Your occupation was accountant? Not good in that locality; well in any locality really. Just quietly, they haven't much of reputation here. Sorry about that. I’m not being judgemental you understand; candidates are to some extent their own judge here … I can tell you these things as they’ll be erased from your temporary memory before you depart. Now if you’ll excuse me for a moment, I’ll feed your personal information into the post-earth-time-cosmos-referral index and get back to you directly.’

It was then I caught a faint recollection of myself as a boy playing on a farm at one time. Yes, there was a beach close by. It was great there … a pity we had to leave …

The voice interrupted my thoughts: ‘I shouldn’t need to point out that anything regarding your past, will be the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth; taken by a brain-scan of your earth-time memory and registered on our records from the moment of your conception. You don’t even have to take an oath; we know everything about you; our data files are more with-it than anything held on the New Zealand Police computer’.

No attempt was made to hide the laugh that bubbled to the surface at this point. ‘I could space-transmit them a copy if you like? Sorry, just kidding … and I see you made it to Wellington as a Member of Parliament. What happened? No! don’t tell me. Not many get through the system there without falling by the wayside. A pity in your case. You were very convincing. Lots of ordinary people genuinely believed you. Depended on you. Trusted you to do as you promised. Yes I know, people living longer meant everything was more tightly stretched … and you had a real struggle with the term: ‘Greedy Oldies’. Easier to overcome using labels that degrade. You knew that. Understandable that you felt uncomfortable with your salary, pension and perks … but your vote did help your party win the day!’

The voice paused; I needed it. My equilibrium had been knocked for six.

It continued: 'The interviewer put it to you that it would be difficult for a person with two children, paying market rental to live on $40 a week. You thought not. Your party was proud of you for that but it crushed the people who’d voted for you. Still, those experiences can allow a more enlightened choice in your future decisions. More heart and less conformity to the party line perhaps? It might be a good idea to forget the standard way of doing things and give ordinary people a chance; in any case you’ll be able to think well outside the square here.’

I was feeling a bit narked now and the voice must have sensed it.

‘Feel free to comment,’ it said tolerantly.

‘You do have me at a disadvantage here … I mean, I haven’t come prepared'.

The voice chuckled: ‘Of course. We do bear in mind the original cards you were dealt; it’s the way you played them that matters and you have only passed through the elementary stages so far. Your past experiences together with whatever way you’re thinking takes here, will have a bearing on your decisions in the next round. Take heart, your final assessment is light-years away yet.’

At that point another voice, coldly metallic I thought, broke in: 'Ten cosmos shifts to dematerialisation stage. All post-earth candidates proceed to the lounge for memory recall and earth-time replay.’

It was comforting when the original voice came back with: ‘Sorry about the interruption but I think I’ve covered everything. During your next session you’ll be able to change decisions made during your earth-time. You’ll automatically receive instructions how to do this as the viewing proceeds. Now in earth terms I’d wish you luck, except there’s no such thing. We do believe in team work, you’ll know something about that coming from New Zealand.

The voice faded with the words … ‘Think outside the square …’ then silence.

I felt exposed in that silence but the chair was comfortable as the light slowly dimmed and the screen came on. A young woman was powdering her nose as she listened to someone talking to her from another room: ‘Who’s taking you to the college dance, Audrey?. Not Ted Forbes, I hope. I don’t trust him, you can dance as much as you like when your fiancé comes home next month.’ The camera zoomed in closer. She looked familiar, so did the photograph stuck on the side of the mirror. My stars! The caption at the bottom of the screen said it all. Three hours to the conception of … and there was my name … it was true then after all.
I was a bastard from the start.

Dennis Crompton © 1999

(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Main Street, Morrinsville

Nottingham Castle pub, corner of Thames and Studholme Streets, Morrinsville 3300, New Zealand
Some bright spark on the council suggests modernising our main street,
believing it will encourage visitors through our town to stop,
comfort a priority, then, hopefully, to shop….
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That’s a laugh, no comfort in the central toilet block,
that’s normal though…where-ever you go;
folk are usually pleasant, feeling lighter as they leave,
the time to capture them and re-adjust their sights…
a sign perhaps, large and snappy to lift their eyes and make them happy.
*
Around our town, above their heads of window-shoppers on our main street
our old facades of faded paint, chipped red bricks and dusty panes
listing a kind of history in the names of people there.
Photographs, large shop-window size crammed full of detail there to see,
really quite a thrill to view them, time-frozen action shots of people.
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Things we see on gala days, farm engines puffing, snorting and wheezing,
pistons gleaming through the steaming, belts and pulleys, cranks and levers,
care-giver’s eyes happily streaming, adjusting this and checking that,
the women folk are just as bad with fancy dresses and large graceful hats.
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Cake stalls bountifully displaying grandmother’s mouth-watering favourites;
scones, pikelets, oatcakes, sponges and biscuits,
light as a feather cream-cakes all ready for eating.
*
So hold it there smart little go-ahead buddy in your desire for all your updating
things pulled down today could be the basis…
a calling-place tourists would love to be filming,
tomorrow.
*
Dennis Crompton © 1996
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

George, and leaving England


Dennis, the worker
Here’s a picture of me as a happy chappie working at Ribble Motors workshop, Frenchwood, Preston, where I worked alongside (George) Jersey Fijalkowski from Radom, Poland, over two years from 1952-1954. He was very important in my life at the time because he was the one who pointed me in the direction of New Zealand.

One day George brought me a cutting from the Lancashire Evening Post, regarding the Royal New Zealand Air Force seeking recruits from amongst ex-British Service men.

That got me thinking. Did I want to stay in this life, or forge a new life for myself? Here were some of my thoughts at the time as I continued working with my colleagues amongst the noise and bustle of the Ribble Motors workshop:

  • I had all sorts of chats and discussions with mates on the floor of the bus chassis reconditioning team, including a chat with Paddy who told me that, ‘All the world’s a stage. Do you know that Dennis?’ Paddy was someone who made Shakespeare come alive before my very eyes as he quoted, danced and acted, on the shop floor;
  • Pat, well he was a thinker, a philosopher and my first ‘university teacher’, teaching me to think beyond myself;
  • Tony was in charge of our work bench and was my immediate under-boss; a quiet and ordinary, patient, likeable man, who encouraged me;
  • Another round-face jovial type (whose name I forget) who ‘annealed’ the copper tubing which carried grease around the chassis of the bus; he annealed the tubing by throwing it onto a heap of red-hot embers then dumped the piping into cold water. This then made the piping soft and pliable ready to be replaced around the chassis to take grease to vital points such as the brake pedal and clutch pedal;
  • Plus others who gathered around our work bench for stolen moments to chat, exchange ideas or plan to walk somewhere on Saturday in the country together to enjoy each other’s company. We had some hilarious times together, with many of us joining Harry Freeman’s group as we planned where to take our August holiday that year…;
  • Harry Freeman was a secondary-school teacher who led a group of young people at a Boys’ and Girls’ Mixed Club. He taught us that an interesting world lay outside Preston, a world comparatively easy to travel around, proving that by having a group at his home once a month to decide where, for how long, and how we would manage a holiday away. And we did just that in 1951 by having a week’s holiday at a big house that we felt looked like a castle at Lochgilphead, in Scotland. We had a great time, showing ourselves that we could escape the grime and humdrum life of Preston as we began to explore the world around us.
George
This picture of George is exactly were he used to stand re-assembling the diesel motors, while I, to one side stripped them, placing the parts in wire baskets for Jock to put through the degreasing plant. Skilled and semi-skilled side by side were great boosters to me 'shifting miself' so that when the question came: 'Why don't you go to New Zealand?' I was ready.
  • Lastly, as mentioned, there was 'George' (Jersey Fijalkowski from Radom in Poland), who must have seen my wonderings and mind wanderings as I questioned my work mates, increasing my general knowledge on a whole range of subjects. He took an interest in me and decided it was about time I lifted my sights; it was time to move on. I didn’t know where to think about going until George asked me: ‘Why don’t you go to New Zealand?’ And he handed me the clipping from the Lancashire Evening Post….
George's home town of Radom in Poland
George's home town of Radom in Poland

Looking back, I know I was the lucky one in our street who escaped to New Zealand. Thank you George.

Dennis Crompton © 1998
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

A winning creation

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Recently I was very privileged to be able to attend a competition entitled: the ‘Best Hat of the Day’, held by a branch of the Country Women’s Institute in the Waikato district, on the outskirts of Hamilton, New Zealand. Their guests were the women-folk of the district’s social and welfare organisations, invited so that the Country Women’s Institute could show their appreciation for all of the voluntary work they had undertaken; a noble gesture, I’m sure you’ll agree.

In between a variety of activities, morning and afternoon teas had been organised, with a three course sit-down luncheon served in a marquee hired for the purpose. Children were catered for by well-wishers from associated branches of the Country Women's Institute; indeed, everything had been thought of to make the day memorable for all the women present. Activities varied from knitting, sewing, washing and ironing clothes, to making beds and drawing up household shopping lists from four to forty. The whole thing was a great success with lots of laughs all round, despite the activities being a vivid reminder of the work they all had to contend with at home.

Then came the main event: the Best Hat of the Day competition, modelled under lights on the hay bale runway in the centre of the marquee. The hat had to represent something of country life, from materials produced in the district and worn by someone living in the district.

Most would agree that not everything considered artistic by its creator is worthy of the name, while true art can just as easily be set aside. The artistry of some creations displayed that day ranged from the beautiful to the batty. Hats variously incorporated feathers, wool, sacking or natural products of the land, some discarded from animals alongside clever creations of man-made materials.
I was pleased I’d made the effort to be there that day though as it brought to my attention three particular folks from the Waikato district...Many thought the winning creation would be that mocked up by former odd-jobs man at the freezing works, Mr Ted Gorman. A couple of judges were heard to say he had artistic bent; ‘bent’, I’ll agree, but the ‘art’ part was sadly missing in my opinion. It quite honestly resembled a large, crumbly Pavlova gone wrong; it was off-white and lacy, like the froth and bubbles one gets when pouring milk into coffee from shoulder height or above, including the obnoxious aroma from the deadly greenie-yellow mould enjoying the week-old filling.

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Add to that concoction that the model chosen by Mr Ted Gorman to display the hat was Ms Prudence Lawrence, who had been known as ‘Spew’ Lawrence on account of her leaving the contents of her stomach displayed over footpaths, fences, car bonnets, or wherever, upon leaving the Working Men’s Clubs where she worked as bouncer.

What was more the pity was that Prudence was in fact misnamed. She didn’t give a damn about anything or anybody; up close she lacked all trace of femininity, form or bearing … yet there was something of the ugly-duckling there. Could a miracle bring about her transformation to a swan? This was after all the lady chosen by Mr Ted Gorman, the artist, to model the hat he’d created.

Surely Ted Gorman’s hat did not win the competition!

It didn’t.

A sorry affair of a hat concocted by Mr Harry Childers, popular bachelor of several parishes he’d fled (and sadly the threat of legal action prevents me saying anything further on that at the time of writing), won the competition, and me thinks his sparkling eyes directed at more than one of the lady judges had something to do with his glorious and unexpected victory.

But surprising us all, shortly after the competition for ‘Best Hat of the Day’ Ms Prudence Lawrence and associates started a dizzy climb up the ladder of rich and famous New Zealanders.

The hat and Ms Prudence Lawrence were seen by a pimply-faced youth at the Country Women’s Institute Best Hat of the Day competition, who had then had the brains to put two and two together. He took his camera, went round to where Prudence lived (not far from the Working Men's Club) and photographed her with the hat in several seductive poses. The Indecent Publications people (who’d kept an eye on said youth) were informed of the photo session; they viewed and confiscated the material and gave it the once-over several times in the privacy of their viewing studio. They liked the proofs and ordered a full set, ostensibly for their files but they did release one shot to the pimply youth. It could be used, they said, on the condition that it was first ‘touched up’.

What started Prudence Lawrence and the youth on their way to becoming rich and famous was the way the youth had taken an air brush borrowed from a car-painter’s shop to do the alterations on Prudence’s proof. Gone were the unsightly lines, frowns and other unsightly bouncer-like blemishes. They were replaced with twinkling eyes and a smile as bewitching as the Mona Lisa. The hat too, with a puff here and a doff there became a delightful adornment for Prudence and the combined effect was simply stunning.

Mr Ted Gorman however, was not amused. Where was his fame, and what had happened to his glorious hat? He threw a country wobbly when he saw what had happened to his Pavlova-gone-wrong hat. He refused all offers of financial compensation and was last seen throwing several shades of acrylic blue paint at a piece of old canvas; something he’d planned to do for our Mrs Jenny Shipley, a former Prime Minister down in Wellington. She didn’t accept; it was the wrong shade of blue, there’s politics for you.

You’ll be interested to know that a local vineyard owner saw potential in the touched-up Prudence proof and paid an enormous sum to use it. Prudence and the youth became business partners and now sell the rights for its use. How’s that for a winning creation?

And it goes to prove the old saying:
‘If you want to get ahead, get a hat!’
The Country Women’s Institute badge with its monogram ‘For Home and Country’ emphasises the values of the movement. The theme of home focused on improving the conditions of women and children in rural society. The theme of country highlighted the place of women as citizens and the role they should play in making their country a better place for families.
The New Zealand Country Women’s Institute badge with its monogram ‘For Home and Country’ emphasises the values of the movement. The theme of home focused on improving the conditions of women and children in rural societies. The theme of country highlighted the place of women as citizens and the role they should play in making their country a better place for families.


Dennis Crompton © 1996
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)


Mercy me!


Mercy-Necklace

I don’t know what I expected as my daughter and I entered the hospital … the figure of a stout matron in blue starched uniform with starched face to match was in the back of my mind; a reminder of a short stay in a military hospital at Woolwich, England in my 18th year. But this was totally different; this was the angiography unit at Mercy Hospital in Auckland, New Zealand.

The matron who met me at 7 am was nothing like the Woolwich matron; this lady was a youngish motherly type who greeted me with, ‘Mr Crompton?’ in a voice that was warmly reassuring, calming my pulse which had threatened to move into a higher gear at the sight of a stethoscope or hypodermic needle: ‘Yes please!’ … I almost blurted out in reply.

Formalities were attended to and then it was up to my room on the second floor. A short explanation was given as to the over-sized nappy-type male knickers with tie-strings on both sides; they lacked any sense of style or appeal and brought a cheeky smile to my daughter’s face. Someone had to have had a sense of humour to have dreamt those things up.

Still, for the staff who had to cope with all manner of things, they covered in a practical way the range of male appendages which lay in the path of the tests the patient required. Although a gown with an opening down the back covered the lot, it still left me feeling vulnerable whichever way one looked at me.

Instructions were given that certain body hair should be removed; a ticklish job requiring steady nerves and an equally steady hand, a job I tackled myself, in fact. The result resembled a fresh piece of pork; soft, pink and with a baby-like texture.

Wow! I thought. I must have looked like that when I was born, on a smaller scale of course. You’ve no idea the thoughts that kept whizzing round inside my head as I walked around, clean-shaven for the next day or so. What would anyone think if I’d had an accident?

I won’t bore you with all that followed; suffice to say that things went smoothly in the angiography department, transferring from bed to table successfully, without as much as a hint of my ludicrous drawers revealing themselves. In any case, they were whisked away as neatly as you like almost before I realised they’d gone. Just as well, I’d have hated to have pictures of those being leaked to the media.
For the next half hour I watched the procedure on a monitor, with someone on the cardiologist team explaining to me the various steps being taken, which I found very reassuring.

This is a light-hearted view of the way I saw and experienced my ‘check-up’ that day. From the welcome at the door at 7am, to the goodbyes at 5pm, everyone helped me feel that my welfare was their concern and that I was important to them; I couldn’t have been in better hands. The hospital is well-named (Mercy Hospital), and this quote from Shakespeare's Measure for Measure aptly fits the staff there:
No ceremony that to great ones 'longs,
Not the king's crown, nor the deputed sword,
The marshal's truncheon, nor the judge's robe,
Become with them one half so good a grace
As mercy does.
They must have done a good job, because I’m still here; bless them.

Dennis Crompton © 1997

I see...

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Written whilst looking outside my office window, Studholme Street, Morrinsville, New Zealand.
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The road outside my window
now teems with every form of life …
above, all sight of feathered flight is lost
to those set on an intercontinental course …
 *
Close by I see the past in an old fence post,
last remnant of the farmhouse here that was,
beneath my feet the earth, rich and dark
retains whatever drama was played out here
a hundred or more years before …
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Next door, pupils arrive from school eager
for another supplementary education session …
seated at keyboard, their fingers,
brain directed, computing information
adding an extra dimension to their day’s learning.
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What formula will they perhaps discover …
that twenty years on will set another kind of course?
No matter; they have youth’s potential and motivation
to adventure with a growing, more cosmopolitan
worldwide barrier breaking population …
on the internet I see …
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Our human senses interface,
surface skimming almost instinctively …
sometimes, provoked by mood or other stimuli
more deeply comprehending a new insight.
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Dennis Crompton © 1999
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)


Wednesday, 20 November 2013

Our front garden

Early settlers, New Zealand
Early settlers, New Zealand
The trees in our front garden are a delight, even when they shed their leaves willy-nilly and in great abundance in autumn. I began to wonder, as I gazed at them this morning, about the person who planted them; it must have been many years ago, 50 or 70, over 100 perhaps; I had no idea.

The house would have been smaller then, and it’s what I call a ‘bitsa’ now, as bits of this room and bits of another room have been added on over the years. We have photographs showing some of the stages, but not of the people who’ve lived here. I wonder did one of them plant the trees? If they did, what was there to see as they looked around them? Maybe the house was a farm cottage housing some of the workers, maybe our small rural farming community was just taking shape, and that made me wonder what other kind of trees were around at the time the native New Zealand bush was being cleared.

Then I remembered the stump of a huge tree in the back garden of the house; it was there when we moved to the house in 1982. There’s still a chunk or two left of the stump now. In one of the early photographs that we have discovered, taken at the front of the house, the branches of that tree can be clearly seen above the roof line, so it was certainly some tree.

So, what have these trees seen of the history around here, of Maori folk and early settlers, of peace and disharmony, of love and inter-racial marriage and bonding, of success and failure of early farming ventures? Inanimate they are presumed to be, but if they could speak, what a story of variety and surprise they would tell.

There was a popular song written quite a few years back now, about the idea of trees talking, in a derogatory manner as I recall:
‘Don’t you tell it to the trees
for they will tell the birds and bees,
and everyone will know
because you told the blabbering trees,
it’s no secret any more…’
Still, not all humans blabber and I think, neither would trees.

I think it’s rather good that people hug trees now, the special ones that are not chopped down. I haven’t hugged one yet, and we have some magnificent Kauri trees still standing here in New Zealand. So, maybe, 
one day, when there’s nobody else around…

Dennis Crompton © 1999
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Poetry, live

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I attended a live poetry reading Auckland some years ago. Here's what I saw...

It was an outdoor setting; brick-floored with a large canvas sail-like covering suspended above. Three large gas heaters on stands warmed us as it began to get chilly. A bar to one side kept a few whistles wet and awakened in one young man the desire to show what an idiot he was by opening his mouth and blurting some form of poetry at the wrong time. But poets are long-suffering people and those of us who kept our senses smiled with a shake of the head while the rest appeared to enjoy the silly boy's blatherings.

A young woman was announced greeted by shouts, claps and boisterous whoops aplenty as she took her place by the microphone. Slim and nicely dressed her clean and presentable look marred somewhat by the heavy black boots peeping from the hem of her long dress. Incongruous to such a dainty form I thought.
Then I saw someone else. I thought him to be some oddball who had wandered in from the doolally group; out for a brief time away from his fellow inmates in the drug rehabilitation centre. I was wrong; he was in fact the guest poet for the evening.

He presented well … I mean you couldn't miss this chap, clothed in a long black jacket, tallish black hat, clerical collar and wearing two crosses around his neck. His pants were a shiny black vinyl and got me wondering how he managed to sit down safely in them. His feet sported very high heeled boots and explained his difficulty in walking which I at first put down to too much pre-presentation plonk. The boots were painted aluminium for effect. It worked; he looked a proper Charlie, with apologies to Charlie. His pièce de résistance were his glasses; they had small light bulbs fitted to each wing looking out at us. When his performance started, these bulbs lit up … as if to say, ‘stand by, motor running’ ...but for all that I only wish those bulbs would have shed some light on what he was saying.

A fellow poet sitting next to me explained that this was an evening of performance poetry, and that the musician tuning up beside the guest poet was his musical backing. (The rest of this particular musician's performance varied from the warm-up only in that it was more bizarre: a cross between an extremely naughty brat at kindergarten who refuses to stop banging away on the old piano and a young unwashed pale-faced overdosed organist away on cloud nine in one of the ultra-modern barns where people hold religious services these days. Whatever else he was supposed to be doing on his amplified electronic keyboard with side-drum … music, it was not.)

The lady announcer introduced the guest poet and a hush fell on the assembled folk. A number of them were half under the table with the drinks already consumed. The guest looked at his notes on the stand before him, lifted his right hand towards his accompanist and it seemed as if all hell had been let loose for he carried on as if he had to use every note on that confounded keyboard. Once that was out of the way he chose different notes at random aiming wild swipes at the drum by his side. At some point this intro’ must have concluded for he then took up a piece of equipment that took us all by surprise. He placed a small loud-hailer to his lips, brought himself right up to the microphone and blew a continuous stream of notes at us, the sound distorted beyond recognition until he'd finished.

It did solve two problems for him though; it drowned out any heckling that might have arisen while freeing him from saying anything to support his performance. He had several sheets of paper which fell off the music stand in front of him but they all appeared blank from where I was sitting, which says it all really. Once or twice in the odd pause I did hear the kind of obscenities one hears at the freezing works, which shocked me really being of a sensitive nature; ladies were present too.

I half expected the management heavies to deal with him but they were nowhere to be seen. That's an unusual combination I thought, heavies with some nouse. The obscenities unfortunately encouraged some in the audience to give loud whoops and claps, the kind you hear from inane TV shows at times, and the performance went on, rather too long. He finished with little in the way of applause even from the whoopers.
Oh, but it was such a relief when he'd stopped.

Dennis Crompton © 1997
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)

Tuesday, 19 November 2013

A sentimental mood

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‘Are you in a sentimental mood?’ asks Sir William Schwenck Gilbert in the 'Mikado', and then goes on to say, ‘I’ll sigh with you,’ (which is rather nice of him I think).
Most of us can get sentimental at times, especially at Christmas. I do; it’s the suitcase crammed with photographs, you see. It’s the time I usually get them out, to sift through and reminisce. One of them will start me off; I’ll smile, then shed a tear or two and sigh.

One such photograph shows four youngsters gathered round an open fireplace with one peering up the chimney; the fire is out, stockings hang from the mantelpiece and the caption reads: ‘Waiting for Father Christmas’. The year is 1934; the place is a home for children in Preston, Lancashire, England (the Shepherd Street Mission Children’s Home)…and I am the boy peering up the chimney. This brings back memories because that was the first time that the meaning of Christmas, Father Christmas and presents began to seep through to my understanding.

A few days after the photograph was taken, all the children in the Home were gathered together in the main room. Let’s imagine we are there…It is evening. Christmas decorations, holly with cheerful red berries, a Christmas tree and candle-light, have all transformed the normally drab, uninteresting room into a warm and happy place to be. In a semi-circle sitting cross-legged on the floor are the children, a steady murmur rising from their midst. At the front sit the two sisters who looked after us, lovely in their crisp white uniforms. On their right, the dark-suited superintendent sits with his rather severe bespectacled wife who keeps an eye on the girl’s wing, and behind them, several members of the committee who run the Home…

(Generally life had its predictability: the boys were separated from the girls except for meals and church-going; the boys big from the small; and on visiting days, some going off with relatives while the rest went nowhere, making the days monotonously and long.)

Today was exciting, even though I’d learned it wasn’t wise to get too excited about things; sometimes it was all for nothing and the expected event didn’t happen. But this time it was different. This time we were all together and for the first time something about the meaning of the word ‘home’ became more real and emotionally satisfying.

We had games, and after that we sang carols, and the hairs on the back of my neck prickled as I heard the boys and girls singing up close. It was wonderful, with a kind of magic in the air because everyone was happy.

Then came the big event: Father Christmas arrived, and after a few friendly words he opened the big sack in front of him and began calling out the names on each present he brought out. A steady stream of boys and girls walked forward, received a gift and returning smiling to their places. The good folk of Preston and the surrounding districts tried to make Christmas as cheerful as they could for all of us children in the Home, despite the Depression, with unemployment or poor wages being widespread throughout most countries of the world. Thankfully, I was blissfully unaware of such things at that time.

Meanwhile, back in the main hall, I was still waiting for my name to be called and the sack was looking decidedly limp, while almost everyone around me was buzzing with excited chatter as they compared gifts with each other. I was still waiting and getting worried. A short time later Father Christmas asked if everyone had received their present. I said nothing, my face burning as I felt too left out and shy to speak up. My friends nudged me and whispered, ‘Speak up, our Den!’, but I didn’t; I was too close to tears. Father Christmas called again, turning as if to put his sack to one side, and from somewhere inside of me I found the gumption to call out in a voice that sounded a long way off, ‘I ‘aven’t got one’. A hush fell, or so it seemed to me. The two sisters knew immediately who it was that had spoken; they’d looked after me since I was two and a half years of age, and one of them whispered something to Father Christmas who looked around and smiling called, ‘Who was that?’

Thus encouraged, I spoke again. ‘Me, I ‘aven’t got a present yet’. A sympathetic murmuring rippled around the room as Father Christmas called out, ‘Come on then, young Dennis. Let’s see what I’ve got here for you.’ Everything was sorted out, of course. I got my present and a special hug from the two sisters along with kisses, in front of all those people too; and it made feel heaps better.

In 1965 I was living in Auckland, New Zealand, and I learned from a friend that the two sisters who knew and cared for me at the Home when I was a boy were living a short distance away, and would like to meet me and my family. My friend gave me their address and phone number, and yes, they were same two sisters: Sisters Mary and Anne Smith. After the hugs and greetings, and cups of tea, they gave me a photo of our time at the Home. It’s a large black and white photo showing a group of boys and girls playing in some sand; Sister Mary Smith along with another adult, sat on two chairs keeping watch over us. I stand out as the boy with a small patch of ring-worm on my scalp, while a short distance away, my sister Jean is playing there too. We had a great reunion with Mary and Anne Smith, who became firm friends of my wife and honorary aunts to our daughters until the sisters died…and of course, now I’m in a sentimental mood all over again.

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Me, third boy from the left. My sister Jean, centre front girl, sitting on her knees. Sister Mary Smith, centre seated at the back.
Dennis Crompton © 1996
(first published www.denniscrompton.wordpress.com 2013)